Product Develpment

I want to openly express that I own copyright to all materials on this blog. except the use of photo's that re from dreams time.


New products: Strength of Love Children's Poetry - Dedicated to my Nephew's Gilead and Roman Petty

I have added a new book Silhouette of Dreaming Passion. It is dedicated to a friend that that lost her life to Domestic Violence. Transcendence is an updated version.

May 6, 2014

C.N.F.I. Foundation and Publishing



                      C.N.F.I Foundation - Publishing

                           Company Divisions






Lyric Composition Concepts


I am posting my lyrical concepts that started my writing concepts and ideas. I would like to express that there may be similarities though these works are of original content. 






Foundation:


The Foundation Division is based upon an interest to be creative and imaginative in expression. Inspiration drives creativity and creativity drives the imagination, aspired values of creativity are the basis for this foundation.

Products include: Books - Leaflet books, Bookmarks, Plaques and Collector Cards, (see Merchandising Division for more options.) Book concepts are as follows 6, 12, 14, 20 and 24 page. Larger book concepts are currently under review.

Bookmarks are established in three styles Black/White - Color and Photo enhanced versions, and are available in five sizes - 2x5", 2x6", 2x7", 2x8" and 2x9" - Plaques are available in 8x10" or 4x6"


Collector cards are available singly or in sets ranging from 9, 18, 27, 36, 45 or a full set.  



Publishing:
 

The Publishing Division is based upon an interest of development, to develop and promote each book with a unique marketing and promotional concept. Product diversification is one of our strengths and our products will present that expression. Book development concepts will be available in traditional book sizes as well as a 6, 12, 14, 20 and 24 page book concept. With this addition I have chosen to give the customer and readers options of choice. 

Products include: Books, Bookmarks, Plaques and Poetry Collector Cards. (see Merchandising Division for more options.)





Author Helping Author Program 
- CNFI - Black Widow Publishing. 

The concept was established between Joyce Gage and I to develop a charity opportunity where several authors would donate some of their works. The concept was to establish a 4x6" Plaque and donate the proceeds to charity. 


Blog:http://cnfi-black-widowpublishing.blogspot.com



Graphics:  Development is responsible for Color Psychology -direction and format, product coding and visual marketing concepts, such as Power Point Presentation for promotional concepts. Power Point Presentation shows are and will be developed to promote each book when at an event. 



Charity: Defined interest of our charity program, as by the owner from all products developed a percentage of proceeds from all sales will go to benefit a multitude of programs which include Environmental, Humane and Food bank programs.



Merchandising: Merchandising division was established to further promote materials within the books that have been developed. Products include: Coffee Mugs, Mouse Pads, 3x6"Tiles, T shirts, Commemorative Plates, Coasters and Wall Plaques. 


Poetry Collector Cards will be developed for each book and will include: Cards available singly or in sets ranging from 9, 18, 27, 36, 45 or a full set.  


CNFI Charity Division




C.N.F.I. Foundational and Publishing LLC, - 

Charity Program



As the owner/publisher of C.N.F.I. Foundational and 

Publishing LLC and as an author I have decided to give 

portion of the proceeds to charity and has establish a pay 

it forward program. 



C.N.F.I. Charity will be making donation to 20 different 

charities. In this establishment all products that are purchased 

a percentage of the proceeds will go to charity.



To you the consumer and potential client I ask for your 

support in helping provide to those in need, through 

purchasing our product; and help spread the word to your 

friends and build a rapport of support.

Programs that C.N.F.I. Foundation and Publishing LLC 

Supports




Food Banks – Food Donation Programs 
Homeless Prevention
Clothing and Shelter Options
Christmas Donations
Environmental and Humane Programs
Recycling Programs
Project Growth- Garden Factor




Initial concern for development of this division is to establish a 

give back or pay it forward program. I have set up two 

personal foundations along with other aspects of interest. 




C.N.F.I. Foundation and Publishing LLC, Should help provide 

stability with offering an opportunity to provide a stability of 

employment, food and shelter to those in need.  





Charity list 




Environmental Charities 




NRDC

Serria Club

Sea Shepard 

WWF World Wildlife Fund 

Arbor Day Foundation 

Audubon Society 






Humane Charities 



ASPCA


A.I.R.C. American Indian Relief Council 

Utah Food Bank

Divine Children's Orphanage

Delta Rescue 

World Vision 

Angel Tree 

Coalition for the Homeless

Food for the Hungry.Org

No kid hungry.org

St, Judes Hospital 

National Alliance to end Homelessness










Music Aspirations - CNFI Music Division







I have to thank my main inspiration for inspiring 
these values - Motley Crue. 

I always felt that what I had learned and applied in the beginning and those values that I had applied were apart of who I had become. 


Being influenced by music in 1988 – 89 ideas and inspirations began their journey the band that inspired me was Motley Crue. I was so inspired that I wanted to start a band and to follow in their footsteps. I began to write lyrics and this how my writing career began, my writing became my foundation and I learned many other aspects that contributed to my development. Music has many different aspects of influence and can aspire the listener on many different levels, for me I learned that the expression of lyric and musical notation have a direct influence of the listeners mental and psychological state of mind. 

I continued to write lyrics and learned to develop other musical aspirations lyric compositions were compiled over the course of five years and with this experience I transposed into writing poetry. With being inspired with another aspect of creativity I began to expand by creative and imaginative insights. Shakespeare and Einstein were also a direct influence. Being further inspired I sought out motivation and inspirational concepts, can began to further develop my insights and concepts with learning new creative concepts.


I became interested in learning how to develop and apply what I had learned with my writing, I had hopes to be able to fund my music career with my writing. I pursued this writing interest and in the process I lost the interest to pursue a music career, and I focused on writing poetry. I learned how to format my own books and in 1994 I self-published my first book titled From the Pain I’ve Felt. I experienced a defining moment when I was asked how I wrote so well. In this, I was left to think back on all I had learned and in the process I developed a Creative Writing Theory or Analysis. Titled Creative Notion Foundation of Imagination and Inspiration.

It was based upon my creative and imaginative concepts. Several years passed as I continued my writing and I wanted to start my own publishing concepts, and I did not have the funding to pursue a secondary education so I began to self-educate and learn things of my own accord.I first began to develop a foundation to base my creative aspirations upon and in later developments I began to develop ideas for establishing my poetic inspirations. It was in 2003 that I decided to establish my own Publishing concepts and I chose the name C.N.F.I. Publishing which was a direct foundation concept for my creative values, and the Creative Writing Theory and or Analysis was a direct influence on my decision. 

While developing my book format concepts I began to develop other product concepts and the ideas and values began to expand. 

Within the learning process I began to expand my ideas and inspirational concepts advancing within within each concept of development. In developing business concepts the idea to dist -inguish developments led to product diversification, and this concept expanded to give the consumer options. Books, Bookmarks, Plaques and Poetry Collector Cards were developed as main products and a merchandising line was also developed. Which include Coffee Mugs, Mouse Pads, 3x6" Tiles, T - shirts, 
Wall Plaques, Commemorative Plate, and coaster concepts. 


My inspirations are diverse and though Motley Crue was my main inspiration I learned to diversify my interests. Music is one of my motivations along with other aspects based upon creative attributes. I became interested in William Shakespeare and then I learned of Albert Einsteins quote "Imagination Is More Important Than Knowledge" at this point I decided to mesh both creative concepts together to establish my own creative concepts. In this opportunity I was inspired to develop what was to be known as Creative writing theory and or Analysis, in learning these developments that creative writing theory had became a foundation for my creative interests.


All these concepts came from believing in myself and the ideas that were inspired and applied. To date I have written about 400 lyrics and 50 some odd poetry books. Note the lyrics are a creative expression and in no violation of the said expression of any sort of momentary gain. 

Lyric Book 1



I began to write Lyrics in 1989  - 90 these lyrics are an expression to where I began my writing career. All based upon my creative expressions and personal interpretations of my own personal experience. This is book 1 out of 4.

                                    



Dreams Are Only Real    (Original)         
                                    

The thoughts we has were only dreams
The dreams complied
As the thoughts began to concur
As time went on
The sketchbooks began to grow
And the sketchbooks became real

The thoughts we had were only dreams
Dreams that we never thought would come true
The dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!

As the years went by
We put dedication into each other
And believed we could keep our imagination strong
The thoughts we had were only dreams
Sketch books in our minds
As time went on
The dreams became so real
The dreams are only realm until you don’t believe
In what you do!

The thoughts we had were only dreams
Dreams that we never thought would come true
The dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!

The drawing pads to our lives
We put dedication into each other
And believed we could keep our imagination strong
We built our dreams, side by side
The dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!
Believe in what you do!
The days turned into weeks
And the weeks into months
Months into years

The thoughts we had were only dreams
Dreams that we never thought would come true
The dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!

Go for your goal
The future lays a head
You have got your goal
Now go out and pursue that goal
Take one step at a time
Build your career
Take pride in what you do
Don’t let anyone tell you wrong

The thoughts we had were only dreams
Dreams that we never thought would come true
The dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!







Dreams Are Only Real, Until You Don’t Believe



Remembering times sang by note
Dancing to the beat of my own heart
Dreams are only real, reaching deep inside
Dreams reach out, taking hold
Grasping hold never letting go


Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe
Tears fall realizing where the dream lies
Study the dream, perseverance touched by soul
Dreams are only real, reaching deep inside
My heart knows no boundaries
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe
Miracles are born every day
All you have to do is look inside your own heart

A flower blooms in the dead of winter
Like a dream it grows and dies

Take hold never let it go, reach deep inside
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe
I close my eyes seeing everything I’ve ever wished~
Fall, falling catching stardust light
Miracles are born everyday
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!

All you have to do is look deep inside your own heart
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!






Dreams Are Only Real, Until You Don’t Believe     


Remembering times sang by note
Dancing to the beat of my own heart
Dreams are only real, reaching deep inside
Dreams reach out, taking hold
Grasping hold never letting go
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!

All you have to do is look deep inside your own heart
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!

Tears fall realizing where the dream lies
Study the dream, perseverance touched by soul
Dreams are only real, reaching deep inside
My heart knows no boundaries
Miracles are born every day
All you have to do is look inside your own heart
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe

All you have to do is look deep inside your own heart
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!

A flower blooms in the dead of winter
Like a dream it grows and dies
Take hold never let it go, reach deep inside
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe
I close my eyes seeing everything I’ve ever wished~
Fall, falling catching stardust light
Miracles are born everyday
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!

All you have to do is look deep inside your own heart
Dreams are only real, until you don’t believe!




Stand, Standing - Believing Within



Drum beats begin to roll
A rhythm of my heart
So soft, delicate and pure
Stand, standing – Believing within

A song keeps playing
Touching the depths of my soul
Stand, standing – Believing within
Searching the dream, my heart’s desire

Uniting each word, each thought,
Stand, striving to gain the strength
Stand, standing – Believing within
Building a foundation, stepping stones to my heart
Shine, shining on through
Each day passes into a new dawn
Stand, striving to gain the strength
Stand, standing – Believing within
Stand, striving to gain the strength
Stand, standing – Believing within

Uniting each word, each thought,
Stand, striving to gain the strength
Stand, standing – Believing within

Searching the dream, my heart’s desire






Find Your Dreams



Candles dance; flickering,
Attention drawn to center stage
Your dreams wonder what is going to happen next!
Find your dreams; depth of intensity

Purging; deepening in silence,
Intense energy levels flow; channeling
Reach deep down in your heart;
Find your dreams; dreams

Elapsing thunder bleeds; knowing the truth
Guiding every thought; every inspirational memory
Reach deep down in your heart;
Find your dreams; touch depth of soul
Fraying timelines; seem so distant; so unclear
Lightning strikes; clashing with heavens sorrow;
Touch of depth; depth of soul

Hearing distant drums;
Wishing my dreams; my every wish;
Would find its way into my heart
Sanctifying my heart; sanctifying my soul







Dare to Dream




Watching raindrops fall on a stormy night
From a distance I watch the tides roll in
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
To hold you close, close to my heart
Thinking back to when laughter filled our hearts
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
Searching each day, searching the depth of heart

For I know the way take hold of my hand
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
Working on an alibi
Searching each day, searching depth of heart
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
Nothing can stop you if you believe
Reach deep down inside
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
Pull out the best of you
For I know the way take hold of my hand

Stars of broken dawn breathe in silence
Awaiting your call, hearing your wish
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
Searching each day, searching depth of heart
Nothing can stop you if you believe
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
I dream of falling roses, reaching my destiny
Laying here on my back
Watching clouds float by
Dare to dream, dare to succeed

Look into my eyes and you will believe
Wishing upon a falling star
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
Knowing that the dream is true, follow your heart
Nothing can stop you if you believe
Dare to dream, dare to succeed
True talent comes from within




Sphere



A balancing sphere; breathes,
Falling upon the distant horizon
Ravaging like an endless sea;
Whispering in the depth of heart

A rainbow guides; shadowed light,
I look up into the sky; heart to soul
And wish I could fly; daring to sail any sea
Calling forth the rain to carry me

Walls of surrounding colors blend
Searching the midnight sky,
A falling star blazes in the night

Surfing the dawn’s light;
Cornering profound verse
Like a playwright; I am bound;

Searching for that immortal love,
One that holds each capturing word
Strings like spun gold;
Capturing verse by verse





Drawing of Three; Divided by One


Hanging on to the wings of a dove,
Knowing time heals
A drawing of three; divided by one;
Reach out; reaching out

Dream; dreaming; imagination sought,
Strength of individuality bound
A rainbow shines in the night;
Illumination of a red rose; prosper

A drawing of three; divided by one
Free falling; touching depth of self,
Dance, dancing to the beat of my own heart
Grasp; grasping hold; deepening my soul;
Strength of individuality; bound
Creation; sanctioned by depth
Slander; scorned; deadened
Hanging on to the wings of a dove

Originally found within expressive touch;
I dream of you; calling my name
Wishing to take hold of your hand
Knowing; belief comes deep within; 






Hands of the Hourglass


Hands of the hourglass
Grains of sand fall in the depth of night
A red rose grows upon hollow ground
Tears of life, now fall
Hands of the hourglass

Rains sanctifying all new world sin
Clouds embrace lightning strikes
Hands of the hourglass
Spheres of silence now breathe
Dreaming, falling into the depth
Hands of the hourglass

Fall, falling to my knees
Closing my eyes, gaining strength
Hands of the hourglass
Dreaming, falling into a deep sleep
Hands of the hourglass
A circle surrounds me embracing life





South Winds of Time 


As the winds grow cold
The memories that I have of you grow dim
Trapped in a corner of my mind
Locked away forever
As the suns light grows faint
And the night approaches
Your imagination grows near

We decided to go our ways
Never to see each other again
The future only tells what lies ahead
Our broken hearts shattered
Our hearts feel to fade
Fade into black
And never to remain

Sands of time
Are putting you to sleep
Dreams are only but real
The sands blow
Throughout endless time
The sands of time
Blow forever
Forever within our minds
The sands cover up
Once was never to be

I open up a whole new world
That seems so unknown
This world seems so unreal
The desert has become my home
Which I will stay
Until I die and rot away

As the suns light grows faint
The night approaches
Your imagination grows near
Our hearts seem to fade
Fade into black
And never to remain

Sands of time
Are putting you to sleep
Dreams are only but real
The sands blow
Throughout endless time
The sands of time
Blow forever
Forever within our minds
The sands cover up
Once was never to be





Hands over Heart

I fall to my knees; holding my hands over my heart,
Guiding my dreams on an open sea
Holding hands over my heart;
Jumping up; whipping away a falling tear
                        
Deep down; I hold on to the faith,
Holding hands over my heart
Thanking those who are an inspiration to me
Reaching out; taking hold; hands over heart
Passion; dedication
That’s burning deep within;
Dance, dancing; falling to my knees

Holding hands over my heart;
Touching inner depth of my heart and soul
Strength; faith and dedication hold me together
Sands fall through my fingers;
Reach; reaching out to touch a falling star
Closing my eyes; seeing the dream
Dreams are only real; until you don’t believe;
I woke up one morning
Realizing the dream; holding hands over my heart;

Tones of mystical wonder voice their expression
Fall; falling to my knees; holding hands over my heart
Jumping up; whipping away a falling tear
Opening my eyes; showing me a vision;
Holding on to the inner strength

Building a foundation of inspiration;
Creativeness and imagination; is the key to success
Living each word; touching it in the heart,
Holding hands over my heart
Teach me to understand; the deepened power of creation!




Enmeshing Thunder


Spirits of enmeshing thunder climax,
From within the midst of time
Two soul mates breathe; enmeshing together as one;
A journey of the heart and soul now regains

A red rose wilts upon my grave; my eternal heart,
I feel each breath you take; I feel the pain in your heart
I hold every thought of you;
So close to my heart; feeling you in my soul

Breathe in tender feelings and heal your spirit,
Know I will always be there for you
Love of eternal time; is like magic;
Holding two hearts; together
I ask for you to be strong!

Worlds collide; throwing ash
Breeding within the fires light;
Stars of heartfelt roses capture my heart
I have fallen deeply in love with you,
Knowing the trials you have gone through
Time can only heal; the vows that we now commend;
I hold every thought of you
So close to my heart; feeling you in my soul,
I’ll never leave you; I’ll always be there
In time of strength; and in times of pain

Breathe in tender feelings and heal your spirit,
Know I will always be there for you
Love of eternal time; is like magic;
Holding two hearts; together
I ask for you to be strong!




Day into Night                               
                                

The rope that holds me to my pride
Has severed from my throat
Slowly the memories fade away
Memories are all but gone

The light passes day
Day into night

Entering Imagination
Exiting a whole new person
So well improved no one will know
Never to leave
Never to recover
Recover from the unknown

Your imagination grows weak
Limb by limb you lose the fight
Your dreams disappear in front of your eyes
All’s but gone

Imagination you keep strong
Life ventures into the unknown
Failure to the unborn
The future lies un-torn
The light passes day
Day into night
We dedicate or lives- to all
And to all who puts pride into our lives

Entering Imagination
Exiting a whole new person
So well improved no one will know
Never to leave
Never to recover
Recover from the unknown

Rules that were set before them have been broke
They lead their crowds in hope
Rules of their own have been shown
Re defiance

A new beginning of hope
Life ventures into the unknown
Failure to the unborn
The future lies un-torn





Making a Wish Dreaming


Looking into s starlight sky
Seeing a falling star
Making a wish, dreamin’
Hoping my wish will come true
Holding your memory close
A red rose blooms in my heart

Making a wish dreamin’
Whispering to myself
Talking endless rhyme
Looking deep into your eyes
Floating on a dream
Making a wish, dreamin’

Whispering to myself
Holding you close to me
Talking endless rhyme
Reaching out to take hold of your hand
Making a wish, dreamin’
Holding your memory close to me
This red rose I hold
Wilts each and every day
Reaching out to take hold of your hand
Making a wish, dreamin’
Dancing the night away
Holding you close to me
Whispering to myself, you’re the only one for me
Feeling the love you have for me
Making a wish, dreamin’

Laid down in a bed of roses
Laid down to rest
Catching rose pedals, holding them close
Making a wish, dreamin’
Knowing it is forever true
Reach out, touching your soul
Making a wish, dreamin’
My love is yours unconditionally





 Old Folks Lies                                                                                                

You see life’s dreams
Pass you by
A memory of your future
Fades away
Throughout your life

You wished upon that lonely star
Your dreams never came true
A lie that the old folks told you
To make you believe that it was alright
That everything they say is true

That they have seen reality
What’s real and what’s a fantasy?
A re-born creation stirs in our minds
Always building upon itself
Making us better at what we do

Shattered
And explosion
Broken pieces of glass
Shattered all over the floor
You have been deceived
By your own intolerance
The truth is in what you seek
Granted by your wish
You see life’s dreams
Pass you by
A memory in the back of your mind
Fades away
Throughout your life

What’s real and what’s a fantasy?
A re-born creation stirs in our minds
Always building upon itself
Making us better at what we do

Shattered
And explosion
Broken pieces of glass
Shattered all over the floor
You have been deceived
By your own intolerance
The truth is in what you seek
Granted by your wish
You see life’s dreams
Pass you by
A memory in the back of your mind
Fades away
Throughout your life

You have been deceived
By your own intolerance
The truth is in what you seek
Granted by your wish

Your dreams pass you by
A memory in the back of your mind
Fades away
Throughout your life






Sin the Devil Out                 

                                                                                     
Punch you in the face
Make your head spin ‘round
Throw that girl down
Suck her clean of sin

Diminished fire
Burned to the ground

Let it out
Turn it up
Shout it out
Sin the devil out
Let it go
Shake it, make it
Sin the devil out

Let the energy go
Pumped full of crime
Insanity lost my mind
A drug pusher lost a dime
Pick it up from the floor
Slam it in the door

Let it out
Turn it up
Shout it out
Sin the devil out
Make him burn

Kick’n - rock’n
Slamming the door
Let it out, turn it up
Shout it out
Sin the devil out 




Healing Hearts


Raindrops fall on a cold night,
Holding you close to me
Breathing in tender feelings;
Knowing you’re the only one

I close my eyes and wish,
Healing hearts pure of spun gold
Let the energy flow deep within;
Embracing the night; reaching heart

Stars of heartfelt roses capture my soul;
Lips pale as the night’s sunset glare
Laying in the sand,
A fire burning; feeling a passion
There is nothing to give; but myself;
Vowing embers of silenced passion

Vowing embers of silenced passion;
Open your eyes; heart and soul
Red roses fill the room,
Satin; lace entwined upon a chatice




Crime of Sin             
                                                 

Kick her in the face
Don’t stick around
Do’n the crime of sin
You have gotta let it go

Fist fight winner take all
You know the rules
You make a sin
And I’ll make amend
I'll bail you out
If you apprehend

I’ve won winner take all
Your hopes and dreams fade
And soon all we be said
You’re in the crime, crime of sin
You know the rules
You’ve got to marry the crime of sin
Do’n the time
The crime that you’ll do till you’re old and grey
You have married the wrong crime
The crime of sin

Fist fight winner take all
You know the rules
You make a sin
And I’ll make amend
Ill bail you out
If you apprehend

You know the rules
Shoot to kill
Watch it, scratch it
Run it down her back
Leave a mark





Poetic Sonnets



A light flickers deep within my soul
Candles burn upon the midnight hour
Whispering like wind chimes in the night
Poetic sonnets become the dream
I hold my hand over my heart, searchin’ my every wish
Falling tears touch moonlight
Teardrops fall down my face in gentle hue
Poetic sonnets become the dream

Dawn of a new day, sunset of the night’s close
Stardust filters the night’s air
Love deals the beauty of a red rose
Poetic sonnets become the dream
Red roses fill the room
I walk through the shadows
Searching my empty heart
Poetic sonnets become the dream

Each rose pedal wilts falling to the ground
I look up at the midnight sky
A full moon has risen
Poetic sonnets become the dream
Falling tears touch moonlight
Scattering across the dawn’s light
Like sand falling through the hourglass
Poetic sonnets become the dream
Pyramids build like there’s no tomorrow
Rose pedals wilting, fallin’
Poetic sonnets become the dream 

Looking into an hourglass
Seeing rose pedals falling
Knowing our love is so far apart
Holding you close to me, close to my heart
Poetic sonnets become the dream






Shattered Pieces of Glass




You said you loved me
Time and time again
So it was said
But never done

I decided it had to be
There were tears of blood
Blood that dripped from my heart
The tears, the tears

Run so deep into my heart
I shall never love again
Shattered pieces of glass

You said you loved me
Time and time again
I decided it had to be


All this time
I never thought I would
Come down to this
So it was said
I decided it had to be
Shattered pieces of glass
All of the love, all of the pain
Drained from my heart
Day after day
My life, faded away
Shattered pieces of glass
The memories faded away
Into the dream
The tears, the tears
Run so deep into my heart
All I can remember, the blade
Of the knife piercing your heart
Shattered pieces of glass


I moved in and then it all began
All of torture, all of the pain
I just could not take
You said you loved me
Time and time again
Shattered pieces of glass






Touch My Heart




Searching every moment, every touch
Reaching deep down, crying tears
Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free
Falling tears, closing my eyes


Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free
Gaining mind, strength to carry on


Finding the courage, hope and faith
My heart whispers like the midnight’s dove
Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free
Whispering in my heart and soul
Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free


Fate has touched my soul
My truest dream would be, to fall, fall in love
Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free
Falling in love in love with you!
Embracing each moment each thought
Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free
Reaching out – touching your heart
Living each moment, as if it were the last
Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free
Knowing the fate of destiny
Watching a memory fade away
Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free


Searching each endless day
My heart and soul breathes
Only hoping my dreams come – true

Oh! Baby touch my heart, set me free




Bred to Fight




You’re buried in the sand
Forever entombed
Buried in the sand
The sands start to blow
Start to cover your up

Soldiers bred to fight
The line of fire
Blasts throughout the night
You run across the battle field
A gun in your hand and blood on your face
Soldiers bred to fight
The line of fire
Blasts throughout the night

I’ve felt the pain but I’m not alone
The playground for the soldiers
Soldiers fall fight
Soldiers fall fight
Bred to fight

Win or lose we will destroy
You seem not to know
Which direction to go
I’ve felt the pain
But I’m not alone

You are my truth

You tell no lies





Trapped by Midnight



Death of society
Bleeding the daylight
Trapped by midnight
Clashing with immortality

Lightning flashing
Blazing across the sky
Thunder clapping
Rivers of red cover the sky

Raining down upon
Blackened soil, damned upon
Rage of a heartless soul
Trapped by midnight
Gathered immensely by pain
Sorrow of a blackened heart
Dead upon the midnight sky
Trapped by midnight

Years of learning
Years of pain, sorrow
Trapped by midnight
Rebirth of the underground
Death of sickness

Healing a message, cured
Strength of forgiveness
Times soul
Trapped by midnight 





Take Hold of the Dream




Stardust filters the night’s sky,
Wishing upon the midnight’s dove
Feeling upon the tearful dream;
Realizing the love of life

Caressing each memory; thought,
Hold the key; take it within realms
Heart and soul; full of lustful sin;
Sin of life; sin of the dream

Take omen; become one with it!
Fathom the biggest dream
Hold it dear; hold it close to your heart;
Create live; create joy

Take life’s whole; take life’s being
Wish eternal bliss; wish sweet dreams;
I hold each thought of you

So close to my heart





Cold Westward Winds



As he looked upon the horizon
Vengeance has cast upon the land
Towards the lonesome sunset he rides
Cold westward winds
A campfire burning, hot coffee brewing

Warmth of a deepened soul
Storm clouds clash with heaven’s sorrow
Beneath the midnight’s queen
The given hearth lets go
Cold westward winds

Snow gently feathers down
Covering the ground
Bitter as the cold may be
Cold westward winds
He follows his heart
To the endless dream
Be’neath those ol’ pine bows
He sleeps in the cold and blissful night
Cold westward winds

Searching those cold westward skies
Ice pillages glazed cold upon his eyes
Cold westward winds
Off into the whirl wind
He travels the night


Cold westward winds  




Dying Winds of a Purple Rain




Dancin’ in the purple rain
Fall, fallin’ through endless time
If only I could grasp depth of heart
Dyin’ winds of a purple rain
Energizin’ Electrified
Gaining strength, whirl winds of massin’ thunder
Insight of vision focused
Dyin’ winds of a purple rain

Strickin’ upon the black knight
Rainbows of formin’ clouds
Lightnin’ caressin’ funnels enmesh
Dyin’ winds of a purple rain
As crystal balls bring forth all creation
Dyin’ winds emanate blowin’ of eternal strength
Dyin’ winds of a purple rain

Guidance of inner-self, knowledge of a governin’ queen
Silence breeds, strickin’ upon the black knight
Words of thought, worlds of procreation
I hold out my hand feelin’ the lightnin’ strike
Dyin’ winds of a purple rain
A glowin’ light surrounds silencin’ thunder
Purity and truth of the given heart
Bleeds enmeshin’ within silence
Dyin’ winds of a purple rain
Dying winds emanate blowin’ of eternal strength
Growth of individuality and perseverance
Ground and center within a magickal carnival
Dyin’ winds of a purple rain

A show that is electrified and run
By depth and heart of the human soul
Healin’ and guidin’ the dream
Letters are written in red
Signature of the Dream




Falling Roses



A letter is being written as we speak
I pick up the phone not knowing what to say
Shaking, trembling deep inside, afraid to ask
Falling roses touch my heart
Knowing you’ll already have a date

Falling roses touch my heart
I hang up the phone, wondering
Sitting here staring into empty space
Dialing your number, asking you out
Hanging up, knowing the answer
Falling roses touch my heart

Time is counting down
No one to ask, no one to escort
Looking at you passing by in the hall
Falling roses touch my heart
Effort of true expression now bound
Opening up the doors to the night
Falling roses touch my heart

Walking up to you, asking you to dance
We’re one of a kind, hit the lights
Falling roses touch my heart
Inspiration brings the floor alive, but you and I
Thinking to myself, it’s about time
Falling roses touch my heart
A red rose grows deepening this heart
Holding the moment close
Falling roses touch my heart
Taking hold of your hand
Never wanting to run and hide
Looking up seeing falling roses
Falling roses touch my heart

Whispering all this is for you
Holding you close to me
Dancing the night away, never wanting to let go!
Falling roses touch my heart
A red rose grows deepening this heart
Whispering to each other
Falling roses touch my heart






Words of Thought, Tears of Vain



Dawn of a blissful morn’ silences
Words of thought drain into my heart and soul
Silencin’ the daylight
Words of thought tears of vain
Breathin’ in the cold night air
Moonlight filters in the night
Words of thought, tears of vain

Cryin’ tears of vain
Searchin’ my soul, dryin’ my tears
Words of thought flow down the screen
Words of thought, tears of vain
A fires light burns, energy illuminates
Silencing the daylight
Moonlight filters in the night
Words of thought, tears of vain

Moan, moaning in silence
Breathin’ in tears of vain
Words of thought flow down the screen
Voice of expression, voice of soul
Words of thought, tears of vain
Searchin’ my soul, dryin’ my tears
Words of thought drain into my heart and soul
Dreamin’, livin’ in a fantasy or is it reality?
Words of thought, tears of vain
Searchin’ my soul, dryin my tears


Cryin’ tears of vain
Moan, moaning in silence
Words of thought flow down the screen
Words of thought, tears of vain
Moonlight filters in the night
Words of thought, tears of vain



A Moment of Silence


I bring back all of the memories

When I day how much I have missed you
How could I ever forgot
How much you have meant to me as a friend
But I don’t know how to go any
Farther than that
I know what I am about to do
Will not only shock you
But the whole world
As I leave in a moment of silence
I won’t forget all of the memories
That we have shared together
As friends
As they fade away
But never to be forgot
As I leave you with this
A moment of silence
For all of the pain that I have felt
Breaks away into reality
My dreams are gone
But what’s left nothing
But all that I have 






Where Does It all Go




My mind wonders
Where I don’t seeming; know
Where it goes
Farther and farther it drifts away
Bound for its destiny

The thoughts that I have had
Melted away into the dream
All has been forgotten
As the sun comes up over the horizon
My life fades to dawn

From the time I said
Where has the time gone?
Saddened by all of the lost hope
Broken down
The street lights in my life
Turn off one by one
As I drive down the street

The dreams of reality
Now fade away
Into what was to be a dream
A dream come true






What Can I Give


Broken Down
Lost
Where am I going?
With nowhere to travel
I’ve got no transportation
The band I put together
Is falling apart
I need to put it all together again
All I can give
What I need is a miracle
To bring us back together again
Lost in the self- richious
Times change
This time its standing still
Holding, hoping it’ll turn out alright





Tortured Souls of Abyssal Seas


Tormented by the illusions in my head
Blood drops now fall; spiritually chained condemned
Immortal battles rage on; my soul bleeds in red

Asylum, breathe within sanity's plea
Image torment my soul' replayed within times sonnet
I now float with a black sea

Hearing sounds;screams; life now seeps into eternity
Blood stained shores, covet within the silence
Blackness a putrid dimension; a cursed mortality
Illusions, darkness; impaling darkness
Silent words spoken
Dreaming within the sanitarium; chained for life
Chained to times hidden expression

I now breathe
In the dawn of darkness
Reach out embrace the light...
Sanctify times Eternity

Claw marks, tear skin, blood drops now fall
Marked for all eternity 
Damned; imprisonment - alley of lost souls
Chained to the darkness, forever entombed within 







Throughout All the Years


A recollection of faith
Slowly fades
Walking down the street
Watching all of the memories
Let go
All that I had
Was gone
What more was there left?
Only what was to be
Never existed!
Only in an Imaginary box
In my head
My heart never wanted to let go
Let go
Of all the memories
In which I shared
Throughout the years
All the pain, faded
The memories left
Just seemed to disappear
Without the memories






Through the Years

The thoughts of what happened
Years ago
Never ending pain
Cursed my soul
The pain residing
Deep inside
Never ending
Penetrating within
All hopes lost
Broken Down
Never seeming to let go
Of the memories
Locked within my soul
All I had
Now a memory
Locked away forever
Broken Down
Deeply embedded
In my soul
Everything is forever lost





Take Hold of the Dream


Stardust filters the night’s sky,
Wishing upon the midnight’s dove
Feeling upon the tearful dream;
Realizing the love of life

Caressing each memory; thought,
Hold the key; take it within realms
Heart and soul; full of lustful sin;
Sin of life; sin of the dream

Take omen; become one with it!
Fathom the biggest dream
Hold it dear; hold it close to your heart;
Create live; create joy

Take life’s whole; take life’s being
Wish eternal bliss; wish sweet dreams;
I hold each thought of you
So close to my heart




Take Control                                                                                                  
You gotta be willing to crash
Crash by your own rules
Rules you’re willing to break
You have to become
Fierce and fast

If you’re going for the prey
Get all you can
While you are still
In control of it all 

Remake yourself into a fighting machine
Fight for what’s yours
And everything else!

People are going to take advantage of you
No matter - who you are
You’ve got to burn them
Before they burn you
They will make you who you are
You can bet on that
Don’t pay for the music companies
Play for your fans
If you don’t
There’s something wrong,
Wrong with you!

You’re burned, burned to a crisp
Watch out –
Beat them at their own game
Take them down, go for the best

Do it for your fans
Do it for yourself
Be number one
Or forget at being the best!



    
Straight Forward


Bringing out all of you
Takes more than I could say
To bring you back in my life
I know that I haven’t
Been straight forward’

But there’s so much that I have missed
My heart burst into flames
When I was accused of something
I never did and for that matter
Never would

All I ever wanted
I never could have
What was straight and what was wrong
It could have never worked out
It was for the best
Straight forward

That I never should have and never did
I never said how I felt
I know that I should have
Always lost in the dream
When the dreams not real, only imagination
Straight forward






Pain Broken Soul


All the years ashamed unwashed
My broken soul lost
Never seeming to find its way
Although there has been exceptions
Not all of this is
Un charted territory
Broken land floatin’ inside my head
Never knowing what’s going to happen next
All the pain washed up
Broken down
From all of the pain
That it’s been through
From one day to the next
I can’t tell day from day
Whether I will know what day it really is?
Only my memory is left
All that I had
Is lost, forgotten, broken in the dream
Lost in the past






 Reborn 


Lost in all the memories
I couldn’t tell you
How it all began
On one midsummer night
Watching the day’s pass
Only the romance
Lost beyond the faith
But never forgot
The day’s turned to nights
As it all began
Laughing only as it
Was to be said
Not a memory but
A destination
Places where you never dreamed
Where is to the unknown
To where imagination is reborn 






A World at War


Chemicals filter through the air
Air that we breathe
What do we have to die for?
Life that doesn’t mean a thing
In the world of today
Factories don’t care about the air
Just how much they produce
The air that we breathe
The winds blow
Chemicals filter through the air
Air that we breathe
What do we have to die for?




Belief without Reality



A heartbeat
A second away
Washed up by reality
Why can’t people
Think the same?
Different ideas
Different beliefs
A heartbeat
A second away
The music got to live
If everything else fails
There’s nothing more
Blocked by the silence
Where was the hope
Broken by the silence
A heartbeat
A second away
From reality